Wednesday, April 1, 2009 ✿ 9:15 PM ✿ 0 Shutter Comments
april fool today.. nad played a prank on me aft lunch.. we walked pass a chugoku man she tell him in chinese i wan his no =.= wtf.. i'm gonna hv sore throat soon, gt those sickening feeling liao x( arrghh another sadded day has passed.. met up wit ah bao after work, coz i felt so empty out of a sudden.. everything was fine tis mrng, when i saw u call me bb dearnie again my heart juz settled dwn n no longer felt so stuffy.. bt things turn worse again in e noon x( my bad again, coz i talk to someone on e msn.. i meant no harm n wasnt flirting or wat.. ytd i felt so horrible, i wept like there's no tml for nearly 2 hrs continously.. im juz so upset tat suddenly my world is so empty, yeah i regretted saying stuff, super regret ! bt im damn angry @ e same time.. wat i felt was tat i wasnt tat impt to u since u started schooling..
i tried to understand tat it might b u cant ans any call or sms during sch day, i oso tried to forget e fact tat u didnt even wan to call or sms during break time.. its until everytime nobody is ther n u r goin home den u will call me.. im nt trying 2 make u look like an evil wolf, i juz wanna say out hw im feeling all tis while, though i've said upteem times n result is still e same. i kept lookin @ my call hoping u will call or sms me, bt there's none since noon.. perhaps it will b better off separated, u might be happier w/o me sticking ard u like a sore loser n behaving like a biache, dampening ur feeling..
i tried to understand tat it might b u cant ans any call or sms during sch day, i oso tried to forget e fact tat u didnt even wan to call or sms during break time.. its until everytime nobody is ther n u r goin home den u will call me.. im nt trying 2 make u look like an evil wolf, i juz wanna say out hw im feeling all tis while, though i've said upteem times n result is still e same. i kept lookin @ my call hoping u will call or sms me, bt there's none since noon.. perhaps it will b better off separated, u might be happier w/o me sticking ard u like a sore loser n behaving like a biache, dampening ur feeling..
these songs lyrics super suit my feeling now:
PK : 三天不联络 和解要被动; 不谈对错 假装没冷战过
小酒窝: 小酒窝常见到, 是你最美的记号我每天睡不着, 想念你的微笑你不知道, 你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好
