Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ✿ 11:41 PM ✿ 0 Shutter Comments
chocolate from leonardo ! hee.. when we come bck from lunch, saw one chocolate bar wit a note on it..written on e note was: happy bday TSL from the guy u met @ MRT.. wtf =.= lame lei.. i nv meet any guy on e mrt oso LOL! straight away i knw its a prank, somemore nt my bday haha! after a moment, nenek realized she oso got one.. on e note it wrote: congrats wit ur new born baby, im sure u wil b a gud mom, really damn LOL SIA haha! nenek went to qn leo, initially he kept denying..bt aft tat still admit =P duno y suddenly he buy us chocolate, nenek get jack daniel whisky chocolate ! awww.. cool huh? mine got alcohol oso =Paft work met up wit ah fei, fen n ah mei x) had seoul garden.. our initial plan was to dine at Manhattan fish market, bt e pricing kinda nt worth e foodie so went 2 seoul garden lurhh.. chatted alot of stuffs.. ah fei advice us nt to get married so fast, her fren's frenz married ones r all havin affair for both e husband & wife.. e reason for staying on wit e marriage? kids of course.. she added tat true love juz doesnt last for eternity, perhaps only for few yrs... aft which it juz fades away...
aft hearing tis, i really started wondering.. i feel tat our tinkings r so different sometimes, i take things seriously, each n every words.. any empty promises will result in my ridiculous action n i will feel queasy.. ytd bonding session again aft meeting me, stayed till tdy.. noon time went buy bbq stuff, i receive sms saying aft putting e stuffs will go home.. tat was at 3pm.. i finish work 6 pm,i called.. still not goin hm, soon soon.. 7pm i reach yishun,call again, ans stil e same, im goin hm soon.. tats all.. e tone over e line sucks big time.. i hate it.. make me feel tat i shldnt call n disturb at all.. im juz a cheebye mother wanna be.. me ctrling ur life? wow.. tat muz b such a failure coz i didnt succeed in any ctrling.. i meddle too much, i care too much, im so overly possessive, i nv place any trust on u...yeah it sucks big time.. mayb it's really e age gap pbm.. tis wk i cn totally forget abt meeting coz tml work's briefing, thurs bbq, fri-sun work.. my fault for nt wantin to meet tdy.. i can only blame myself..
i shd learn to release my grip n open up my mind 2 e world ard me.. easier said than done.. confidence n trust r so hard to boost..nobody will ever stand me
ah fei n ah fen x) table full of foodie hohoho
the omg-so-green ice kachang made by me ! hee.. mdm's one so milky hahaha
