Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ✿ 10:16 PM ✿ 0 Shutter Comments
nt in a gd mood nw.. juz wanna shut myself up from the world.. sometin goddamn wrong wit me or its sometin wrong wit both party? im very very tired... issit really meant to be? aft so long, its wasted to gv up everythin.. ah bao reminded me sometin, we struggled quite sometime, n finally we cn b tgt, isnt it wasted if it goes e wrong way..? things juz happen, nth can b perfect in life.. i felt very lonely sometimes.. thou i can get myself distracted, bt i knw deep dwn im still very lonely n yearning for tat particular impt thing 2 come to my life.. barriers aft barrier, will i be able to survive these ordeals? does love really conquer everything? ever wonder how come im such a nagger? does things go my way tat i can juz stfu & dun nag so much? @.@ sometimes i wish i could juz turn the clock bck bt knw wat will happen in e future, so tat i will not commit any mistake.. n of coz, its all fantasy..
i wonder how come ppl can treat things easily, still a normal day as usual.. cant b bothered abt everything bt still go ahead wit plans & b happy.. i dun seem to b able to do it thou.. be optimistic!! let nature takes it course.. everyone nds breathing air.. wats mine will b mine, no use grabbing sometin tat dun belong to me.. ther's alwaz opportunity costs for commitment..
suppose to go sushi wit ma yi today, last min cancel coz both of us r super full lolz.. there's one scandal goin on in our office, thou the party denies it, i already sense ther's sometin fishy goin on..okie im nt e only one who sense it, chip even ask me abt it liao lolz..
close up pic of the transvestite =)
26 Jan 2010 - TUESDAY
met out wit shiow n ruan for dinner @ fish & co =) long time nv see tat ruan! n as usual, he entertain us wit his craps lolz.. was freezing during dinner, aircon blasting above my head =.= damnnit.. couldnt really bring myself to tok much due to the coldnesss zzz.. chatted awhile aft dinner n off we go hm.. shiow confessed her love to ruan LOL!! okie kidding la =) wahahah.. he told us abt a customer tat came by his office.. tis guy called up n complain abt a com HIS HUSBAND bought the other day, apparently he hv already made a few calls earlier on, he & his colleagues tot tat they hear wrongly abt the part when he say HIS HUSBAND lolz.. when he turn up at the office, he was wearing tis revealing nipple vest sort of clothes n ranting here n ther mentioning HIS HUSBAND.. lolz! so funny lurhh..
suddenly tok abt a recent pic posted by ah bao, it was taken long long ago tgt wit ruan's fren, my bro & ah bao.. we r so freaking toot la, n my body mass & face is like WOW! at least i can c tat i've gone dwn abit of weight ? =X n ah bao is so AH LIAN, okie now more demure looking bt action still very rough la..hahahah.. =)
fri meeting my ahsiaos !! ^^ lovelove
