goin out soon to meet zhuzhu.. so many things happen ytd, causing things to changed abruptly..all the facts tat is hidden in my heart has once again being dig upon by my wonderful woman tat created me to tis world.. i posted some nasty things abt her at my fb shoutout, my bro was so freaking mad @ me.. i guess i went overboard by embarrassing myself saying all those words.. juz cant fucking cool dwn aft hearing her remarks.. n im fucking filled wit hatred towards her n her goddamn loser bf.. to tink tat he even wan to lay a finger on my face aft i threaten to call the police and scold him cheebye get out of my hse.. luckily my bro was ther to protect me..

when im mad, i will go bonker.. i even wish to stab him to death.. how i wish i've got the courage =) he even say wan to find pai kia to beat me up to show me wat is paikia as my attitude sucks to the core for a girl.. he's not even my father, who is he to lecture me??

i wanted to pack up n go, bt wher can i go? lolz.. grandma hse? imposing on ppl is the last thing i wanna do actually.. grr.. i shd juz bite bck my tongue n endure, treating them as if they r transparent.. i didnt wan to argue further, coz i will lose no matter wat.. coz y? the elders are forever CORRECT!!! wow.. they r setting such a gd example.. *claps* i will never ever forget wat happen to me ytd.. i will brace up and hv my revenge..i fucking told tat woman wat ppl r commenting abt him on forum, she's juz so blinded by him.. well... for now i shall juz sit bck n watch how they suffer..

anyway, enuff of tat pathetic life.. met up wit my ah siaos ytd.. went 2 heeren TGIF, superb!! bt total bill came up to $151 which is so freaking ex zzz.. i nd to apologise to them tat i'm a lil dwn from the phone call tat woman made to me, kpkb till i super no mood.. so rare of us to meet up n yet im being disturbed emotionally..zzz no more nxt time =) i love my ladies!! hee..

i miss my zhuzhu.. apologetic for havin such a narrow minded family.. =(