met up wit shiow @ yishun lolz.. last min meeting.. accompany her eat n we chill under da block n she taught me knitting.. okie the most basic first step hahaha..bt my hand are so goddamn unflexible la.. zzz either drop the needle or cant seem to form knots hahaha! toopid siol.. quite fun la, haha.
talk to bu on da phone, decided to go take up boxercise aerobics LOL! =.= i hope we will b hardworking la hor haha..
n yeah im rather emo~ i feel so lonely zzzz i hate to wait every single days.. it's really tiring loving someone more than he/she loves u..how long more can i tolerate tis loneliness? will nv be ther in time for me if i got any pbm.. haa~ i guess if tis continues it will juz fade off bit by bit.. nt seeing n tokin often seems so normal, bt not for me.. i feel so empty & i hate tis lonliness.


